Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Different (from Finding My Thinner, Inner Person)

I woke up this morning feeling different. I don't know why.

Good night's sleep? Yeah - pretty good. Not really much different from usual.

Good dinner the night before? Yep - homemade broccoli quiche.

Exercise? Mmmm... not really, not on Sunday.

What made me feel different today?

Because today I feel good. Really good. I haven't felt this good in YEARS. Perhaps since shortly after my son was born (I felt great while I was pregnant).

Could it be, that after all this time and all this effort, I have turned a corner? Have all the vitamins finally kicked in? Has the modified diet made a difference? Is the increased exercise gotten things moving?

I can't really say what the difference is but I will embrace it and do everything I can to prolong this feeling. It's exciting. I'm happy to be alive, where before I was pretty much just here. I was thrilled to go to work, even though there's a pile of stuff for me to do there and headaches just waiting for me to arrive. I can't wait to go home and walk the dog or make dinner or fold laundry...

How very strange... and very wonderful!


nikki said...

Good for you. Enjoy your inner peace. You deserve it.

Aoj and The Lurchers said...

Yay for feeling good!!

karisma said...

Yes that sure is wonderful! Perhaps today is the beginning of the rest of your life! Heres to feeling wonderful all the time! Hooray!

Floridacracker said...

Whatever it is, embrace it!
Glad you are having a superior day.

Alice in Wonderbread said...

Yes- it makes a difference!! And YES you have turned a corner!!!

And yes- you will continue to see external, and experience internal, changes as a result of your AMAZING growth in self care.

Speaking of self-care and fun writing/reading by the way, I am reading a copy of "Skinny Bitch" and it is LAUGH OUT LOUD FUNNY. I mean, it has actual good info in it too (although frankly, I'm using it as a guideline more than a rule). BUT- it is freaking hilarious! I love the affronting New Jersey girl tone in which it's written, the unforgiving, relentless screaming at its audience to not be idiots. I just love it. I'm on chapter 5. It is taking affect- I picked up my Diet Coke today, and realized I was drinking Liquid Satan. I recommend it- fun read. And it has some good advice buried in there too.

S William said...

Don't you wish you could feel good every day?

BeeDancer said...

How wonderful for you! I hope each day continues getting better.

Ari_1965 said...

Wonderful. Best wishes.